It has been way too long since I stopped by here long enought to add to the story of my life. Many things have happend. Some good and some not so good.
Life is like that -- both happy and sad.
After trying to do this on my own, I have finally come to realize there is value for me in visiting these pages, in telling these stories, both the good ones and the sad ones. Writing them down validates the struggles and successes. It paints the picture of how hard I tried and where I need to try harder.
It was almost a year ago I came here to talk about being stuck.
Stuck - unable to move. Unable to change. Unable to progress. Unable to....
Stuck for nearly a year.
Stuck trying. Is that even a thing?
I tried counseling.
I tried moving.
I tried hiding in my room with the door locked tight.
I tried letting H in my room.
There is a truth about trying that has to be told -- it takes two to make a try work.
A month ago today -- I asked H to leave.
Did you know leaving is not a complete event?